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| okay you weirdos.. here it is. Finally, huh? yeah well.. have a dandy time!
when I think about all the things that have happened this summer --keep in mind i can barely remember what i did last Tuesday much less two months ago-- it comes down to three major things: working, babysitting, and Kolben. Yeah I know, it’s completely predictable, but that’s just about all poor lil ole me can remember.
For those of you who don’t yet know -that would be everyone but missa... And she doesn't know much more than anyone else-, I have been "volunteering" at the dentist office were my cousin works. She never went to college and just used that on-the-job-experience mumbo jumbo to get her to as far as she can. I'm sure that if someone gave her a test in which the outcome could give her the full title, she could earn it. Anyway, so what do I do? All I do is clean the rooms and instruments, make copies, and file charts and insurance records. It’s really easy and no one ever gives me a hard time about anything since they think I’m "volunteering". See, the thing with that "volunteering" stuff is that I’m actually getting paid- I just have to wait until the end of the summer before I see any money.
with Kolben, we got the windows tinted, replaced bushings on the rear control arms, put in a new fuel filter, put on new rotors and new brake pads, cleaned the wheels VERY thoroughly, and something else that I don’t remember.
Babysitting is always fun. Little Connor is like 13 or 14 months and walking up a storm. Colby and Chris are so violent now-a-days... It’s really sad. I mean, I know they're little boys and everything, but they've always been so innocent.
have you ever: ( ) smoked a cigarette ( ) smoked a cigar ( ) drank alcohol ( ) made out with a member of the same sex ( ) crashed a friend's car ( ) stolen a car (x) been dumped ( ) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of a house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested ( ) made out with a stranger (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school/class ( ) seen someone die ( ) been to Canada (x) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire ( ) eaten Sushi (x) been in an abusive relationship ( ) taken painkillers (x) kissed someone during truth or dare (x) love someone or miss someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel (x) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at work/school ( ) used a fake id (x) watched the sunrise ( ) felt an earthquake (x) touched a snake (x) slept beneath the stars (x) been tickled (x) been robbed (x) been misunderstood (x) pet a reindeer/goat (x) won a contest (x) run a red light ( ) been suspended from school ( ) had braces (x) felt like an outcast ( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (x) had deja vu (x) danced in the moonlight (x) hated the way you look (x) witnessed a crime (x) pole danced (x) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost (x) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying ( ) drove over 100 mph in a car (x) regretted something (x) wanted something you knew you could never have (x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/ markers ( ) sung Kareoke (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't ( ) made prank phone calls (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue (x) danced in the rain (x) written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe (x) watched the sunset with someone you care about (x) blown bubbles ( ) made a bonfire on the beach ( ) crashed a party (x) gone rollerskating (x) had a wish come true (x) eaten cat food (x) told a stranger you loved them (x) kissed a mirror (x) sang in the shower ( ) have a little black dress (x) had a dream that you married someone (x) glued your hand to something ( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole (x) worn the opposite sexes clothes ( ) been a cheerleader (x) sat on a roof top (x) screamed at the top of your lungs ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel (x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (x) stayed up all night ( ) didn't take a shower for a week ( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree (x) climbed a tree ( ) had a tree house (x) are scared to watch scary movies alone ( ) believe in ghosts ( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes ( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say (x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger (x) broken a bone (x) been easily amused ( ) caught a fish then ate it (x) caught a butterfly (x) laughed so hard you cried (x) cried so hard you laughed (x) mooned/flashed someone (x) had someone moon/flash you (x) cheated on a test ( ) have a Brittany Spears CD (x) forgotten someone's name (x) slept naked ( ) French braided someones hair ( ) been kicked out of your house
I can’t remember the last time I watched an episode of InuYasha, but I want to watch them all! I’m just so friggin tired all the time..
Missa, you and me gotta go do some tanning, I’m sure you’re still as white as ever.
I officially declare Matt to be not my friend and he is hereby blocked from my xanga.
i'll finish later..
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| you know, one of these days Ima write LONG post. it'll be so freakin' awesome people will want to give me free wings and give me presents! but, only the loyal few will even notice it when it does finally happen. I suppose it is a little depressing that I dont update as much as everyone else.. or maybe it's the other way aound? ahahah..
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| just a bunch of words here and there, a few clouds just out of reach.. their beauty must be fading.
I have come to realize that i am nothing but a circle myself, how horrible.
am i done yet?
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| hello! haha, yeah..
today was the first time in MONTHS that the rest of us have gotten to see and personaly talk to the one and only emma monkey! oh it was so exciting, even though it didn't quite go as we had planned. but of course, you most likely already know about that, or were there to experience it first hand. despite all anyone can say about what should have happened or shouldn't have, its the way it is- plain and simple. we still have friday and saturday to spend with her though, yay!
yesterday was a math and chemistry, today was english, and tomorrow will be history.. how many tests can be crammed in a 3 day time span? haha, more than 4!
oh we all miss susan..
the collage/future thing has kinda strated to try to blow over.. haha, yeah.. trying to be all optimistic here. oh well, and I know I mad a huge deal about it before, but that was just venting. eh, i'm weird. | | |
| Yeah so... My parents have really been cramming all of this career and college stuff down my throat lately. I mean, I understand that I have to decide on next year's schedule, but is what comes after that just as important? I want to be successful, and I want to enjoy what I do, but if anything, that just makes it harder to choose. This all seems so premature, I'm just a junior, and I was told I didn't even have to know yet... And of course, I don't. I can't help but see it all go down hill from here. I thought we had it all planned out, high school anyway, and I thought everyone was satisfied. but I guess I was wrong, because now it seems like I either have to have all 7 classes, or go to summer school... and if I don't go to summer school, I have to get a job. I can handle talking about the summer, I can deal with that, but all of this other stuff right now?? No, not me, I can't take it.
I hate this, I'm supposed to enjoy my senior year, but look at me now, I'm already stressed out, there's no way next year will be any easier. Do my parents really believe that I can do everything they want me to? So far it looks like they have chosen UTA, not a bad choice I guess, but I don’t know that I would have picked it if they hadn’t already for me. I feel left out of my own future, but that’s how I wanted it- I didn’t want to have to choose for myself. I’m just a fly on the wall and no one notices. Why did I get stuck with such a non-observant family? I bet I could walk out of the house missing a whole arm and no one would know anything was wrong at all.
I have to get my mind off of this… I can’t think about it right now.
Don't tell me you're sorry or act all sympathetic just because I've spent the last 20 minutes complaning. there's not really much any of you can do to help that you aren't already doing.
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